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[jesbian07]

happy 3 months..
its been a messed up one
and i wanted to spend it with you
but you are with your friends
and you told me it was going to be special
wheres the special?
me sitting at home
while you are out with your friends?
thats soo special.
thanks

ps. new new new layout
i think its better

mankey

Comments

[jenna_michelle]

im sure it wasnt exactly on purpose. chris is a sweet guy...even the best of guys do dumb things. ok, people in general do dumb things. im sorry youre upset...but wait and try to calm down before you talk to him ok.

[jesbian07]

yea i found out that i had been holding chris back from hanging out with his friends..like without me there. so when the opportunity came up that he could hang out with his friends without me there, he took it..even if it was on our anniversary. heh i wish that i would have read your comment BEFORE i went to his house that night. but we did talk about it and both realized that yes we do want to see eachother, but we also need to spend time with our friends by ourselves. soo we are gonna take a break from eachother for awhile. so i hope that works out :/.

[jenna_michelle]

its great you have been together for 3 months...but youll look back later and be like, "ok it was only our 3 month anniversary. no big deal." so try to look at it that way. its another day...it is something to celebrate...but if there is a problem and it happens to be him wanting to hang out with his friends by himself sometimes...then the only way to fix it, is by him doing that. the only thing i dont like is that he promised you a special day. hell probably make up for it if he knows it means that much to you.

[jesbian07]

yeaaa i totally understand. basically, the way i feel...thats the longest relationship we both have had with anyone ever! and idk i thought it was special and i know he did too but eh it just kinda hurt when he promised. i can understand hanging out with his friends..but when you promise me something, and then it doesnt happen, eh it hurts :(. but by taking a break i mean that we are going to hang out with our friends alone for awhile, not break up or anything. plus i have to work all day everyday this upcoming week so eh. lol. he'll get his friend time. lol. okay well i gotta go for fathers day! ciao! :)

[jenna_michelle]

OH ok...a good kind of break. thats good. i wouldnt want anything bad to happen to you guys. :) i hope youre having a good summer besides that. ill be home on jly 11.