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I feel so out of the loop here. The redheaded stepchild. Grape when everyone is peanut butter. Everyone here on my floor like, goes out, parties. Like, I don't want that necessarily, but I want something to do. I know it's only the second day and I haven't even started classes yet but I feel so alone I guess. I've been hanging out with Courtney which is fun and she's right across the hall from Lisa which is great but like, we both want to meet and hang out with new people and have fun. I know (hope) the whole year won't be like this but I feel like such a loner.
Everybody here is glamorous and beautiful. They wear like skirts and nice stuff ALL THE TIME. I'm a jeans and t-shirt typa person unless I'm actually going out to do something but like, we had an advising meeting today and half the girls were like, dressed up. I don't know if thats them being like "i have to look good because I'm just meeting people" and it will eventually fade after they get more comfortable or if it's "I live in skirts all the time". It's not a big deal but I feel so...ugh. 2nd rate I guess. I guess it'll get better and I'll just have to tough it out. :(
Everybody here is glamorous and beautiful. They wear like skirts and nice stuff ALL THE TIME. I'm a jeans and t-shirt typa person unless I'm actually going out to do something but like, we had an advising meeting today and half the girls were like, dressed up. I don't know if thats them being like "i have to look good because I'm just meeting people" and it will eventually fade after they get more comfortable or if it's "I live in skirts all the time". It's not a big deal but I feel so...ugh. 2nd rate I guess. I guess it'll get better and I'll just have to tough it out. :(