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[jesabel915]

sometimes i wish i could just go away and disappear. i want to live in a little house that is close to the beach, and not have to worry about anything. i don't want to have to think about how conflicted about things i feel in life right now... the state of our country, what i'm doing with my life, my supposed boyfriend... it's all just too much. nothing i do ever makes any of it better, and it's all going down down down the hole. i don't feel depressed or hopeless, i just feel frustrated and fed up. i feel as though right now there are too many things going wrong, like life in general is at a low right now. i just wish i could snap my fingers and make everything ok. or, at least how i want it to be, which would not be ok for some people but right now i could care less. to sum it all up, everything and everyone sucks right about now (of course i don't mean EVERY thing and EVERY one, just people in and things in general). this is a lot of generalizations, but damnit so what? things are not going how i would like them to right now, so i have the right to feel annoyed.

other words meaning annoyed as found in the thesaurus:
-angry
-irritated
-infuriated
-exasparated
-bothered
-maddened
-cheesed off
-displeased
-riled
-incensed
-aggravated

haha cheesed off.
and i burnt my mouth today on gross meat raviolis and it still bothers me and my tongue won't stop playing with the hurting area. >:[

ugh what a pissy entry. let me think of something positive to end it...
-my mattress is getting delivered tomorrow
-vacation day from work
-maybe beach

and that's it.