Say what?

Jan 12, 2011 21:22

Random thoughts, I guess you could call it a little vent session. Perhaps it's just me wearing my heart on my sleeve. Silly me that's how it always is. Too much heart, not enough thought. Or vice versa. I don't know.

I hate it when at random moments of the day I think of you. Then not even moments later it's like you know and there you are. My heart skips a beat during those moments, cause it's like you've woken up and realized what I've been trying to tell you forever. Hah, then I wake up from that day dream and remember the reality of things. The reality of the fact that I did have a chance when you offered me a "sample" but was in denial about how I really felt about you. My judgment was clouded, but now that the sky is clear the chance has passed me by.

New Years Resolution #1: Take a chance!! Don't be scared about what the outcome will be, as long as you know that you did try. You can't know for sure until you aren't scared to fail.

I've never really been good at financial stuff. Hence that math was my worst subject in school. Haha, but I can't really blame that. I mean I really had no great teacher as far as finance goes and what is good and bad. I guess it pretty much comes down to being financially responsible, perhaps? Credit is shot to hell. But am trying to repair the damages so in time I can buy my own house. Little steps.

New Years Resolution #2: Save! I don't even think that word is apart of my vocabulary. I mean I've never been good at saving. If I want something I buy it. If someone needs help, I'm there. For my family I would go broke if it they needed help. This year though it's time for changes to my spending habits. Time to put some moolah on the side for the future traveling I shall endure.

English has always been a subject that's been easy for me. Writing just came natural. The time has come to fully COMPLETE an original novel. Update the blog more often, just share the thoughts that Ive got bouncing around in this head of mine.

New Years Resolution #3: Write more, blog more!

Hmm that's all for now. Must sleep. More tomorrow :)

Oh && damn me for being a hopeless romantic.

new year

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