Weak...
I can't describe this feeling I have.. I am happy but empty!! I'm sad but content!! I feel lost but found!! I feel trapped but free!! I feel depressed but fine! Ever since I told zach about him being dad I have this weird feeling anxious feeling that I can't seem to shake... I just don't know what to do.. I havent even told my sister or my mom.. I don't think I will... I think that they will judge me..