im just gonna write
i dont know what else to do so im just gonna write random but honest crap that i have been stressed/sad about these past few days.
i never feel right anymore
i cant wait to go home but i dont want to fly
i wish my sister would have listened to me...i think about my baby niece every single day
games suck unless they are made by parker bros.
i should be studying for history
i hate school
i hate mr. gerald fucking mcneil
im so fucking naive
i have no money
im too damn sensitve
i am jealous of her
i cant wait to see my grandma
i cant wait to see dawn
i cant wait to just go out with my friends and hit the clubs
i feel unwanted and ugly sometimes
this hurts deeper than i thought it did...it has not healed with time (rip)
why do i care so much sometimes? why can't i be like everyone else and not be so emotionally attatched to everyone that is important to me?
is my sister gonna be just like she used to be when i get back? lying and ditching me and not caring that we need eachother so much...now more that ever
did you ever think you had the world in your hands? and then realize that means nothing
i miss my kitty cats ebbie and belle
i miss talking to lacey and i really hope we get to hang out.
lately i feel like nothing i do is right. i mess everything up somehow
im so hard on myself and i know that.
i tried to be so perfect. but i can't.
i've been on the verge of tears every second for the last two days.
such is life i suppose.
a good friend told me
"sometimes you have to stand alone to see if you still can"
i really hope i dont have to, but i hope i can be strong if i do
ok well im gonna go
~marissa
i never feel right anymore
i cant wait to go home but i dont want to fly
i wish my sister would have listened to me...i think about my baby niece every single day
games suck unless they are made by parker bros.
i should be studying for history
i hate school
i hate mr. gerald fucking mcneil
im so fucking naive
i have no money
im too damn sensitve
i am jealous of her
i cant wait to see my grandma
i cant wait to see dawn
i cant wait to just go out with my friends and hit the clubs
i feel unwanted and ugly sometimes
this hurts deeper than i thought it did...it has not healed with time (rip)
why do i care so much sometimes? why can't i be like everyone else and not be so emotionally attatched to everyone that is important to me?
is my sister gonna be just like she used to be when i get back? lying and ditching me and not caring that we need eachother so much...now more that ever
did you ever think you had the world in your hands? and then realize that means nothing
i miss my kitty cats ebbie and belle
i miss talking to lacey and i really hope we get to hang out.
lately i feel like nothing i do is right. i mess everything up somehow
im so hard on myself and i know that.
i tried to be so perfect. but i can't.
i've been on the verge of tears every second for the last two days.
such is life i suppose.
a good friend told me
"sometimes you have to stand alone to see if you still can"
i really hope i dont have to, but i hope i can be strong if i do
ok well im gonna go
~marissa