Oct 23, 2006 12:17
I never thought i could be this happy.
But i made some decisions,
and i'm doing okay.
And she makes me happy.
She makes me smile.
And finally, she opened up to me.
And she feels something for me too.
Buutt...its just too early for anything commited.
This is the first time i've taken things slow.
We aren't jumping into things.
We are just spending time together.
And yeah, i'll admit its frustrating as hell sometimes.
But its the right thing to do for right now.
We'll take the next step when we are both ready.
If i wrote you a symphony.
Just to say how much you mean to me...
Please don't think this is easy for me.
Its the hardest fucking thing i've ever done...