welp
i thought about telling my deepest darkest seckrets here but i decided that they were too dark and shameful and you would probably either laugh your ass off or, completly understand why i think they are deep dark secrets, funny i know amy's secret but i didn't tell her mine. ignore that. any way.... I am happy, i had a belaited birthday celebration, and have consumed more alcohol than i have ever had within only four days of my twenti first birthday, sadyly i stil can't spell. oh well. life goes on. So i am excited to be 21 however i am feeling like 22 will not come unless i become resoponsible, welp it was nice knowing you guys. heh. oh. yeah. I hope to take classes at paremeter next semester, though i am not signing up for summer. I should but i refuse. I should be taking the regents for the first time next semester and maybe just maybe i will have an actual job where i work... and i can pay rent for an apartment or somehow buy a house, heh. yeah me go figure though it could save money in nthe long run, i m worried about short term here really. so i think i will go down an intire bottle of jack daniel's. ha oh wow i wish, right. Where can i find Jack Daneil's this time of night,...11:47 or rather 12:47. in a few minutes it will be 1 o clock when a moment before was actually 11:59 yipe skipy. ok i go now.