hey, hey: there's a bird on your shoulder
I hope one day things are easier for you. The time for toughness has passed and you're stuck in its wake. I have what I think could be a life line, I don't know, I'm just trying to help. Please, take it. Your waterproof vest has many holes that you cover with air bubbles that pop when the salty water hits them. My advice, take off the vest. From a distance it looks good and we're proud that you are trying to protect yourself. Plus, it looks cool. Up close it looks bad because we see the fragility of the whole funky mess and realize that it only serves as a cloak to protect your heart from the water. However, water sustains human life. So, naturally, all of it can't be bad. This may not help since it's dumb. Talk like this only comes from the mouth of innocent children, or from mike, who loves peter. Obviously I'm neither so you don't have to pay attention. But. I do care. Believe that, just don't use it as a weapon against me.