I love track
I never thought in four years I'd say it, but I did. God knows why, but I do. I love my team, I love my coaches, and I love winning. I love frienships that have developed through track. Jamie and I would have never been able to become such great friends if it wasn't for track. Sure we had band, but there was also Katy and Chelsea. For us to become good friends, we needed something that was ours. And that was track. I'm so happy I dragged her into doing it, and she's glad too. She's like my little sister and I lover her to death! Tonight was the sports awards, and I made a speech and she started crying in the middle of it and then I started crying and I had to go hug her.
Things like this are making me really start to realize how everything is ending, how it's really over. Track is always something I've done, well, at least through high school. And I probably won't run in another race again, won't jump another bar again. I think that makes me sad. I don't think I want to do track in college, I think it's just too intense. But feeling the way I felt tonight, how really OVER this is, makes me sad and is making me think again.
I don't know what's ahead of me, and I'm a little bit anxious and nervous. I want to see things, but I'm scared of what might happen.
I'm rambling, I don't know why. I'm just typing what I feel
Tomorrow night is senior prom. I'm not ready for this AT ALL. Eh, whatever
Things like this are making me really start to realize how everything is ending, how it's really over. Track is always something I've done, well, at least through high school. And I probably won't run in another race again, won't jump another bar again. I think that makes me sad. I don't think I want to do track in college, I think it's just too intense. But feeling the way I felt tonight, how really OVER this is, makes me sad and is making me think again.
I don't know what's ahead of me, and I'm a little bit anxious and nervous. I want to see things, but I'm scared of what might happen.
I'm rambling, I don't know why. I'm just typing what I feel
Tomorrow night is senior prom. I'm not ready for this AT ALL. Eh, whatever