Pumped
Well I am feeling much better. The dr. said he thinks it was just a bad bug and it will be totally over in a few more days. I am so excited for Jubilee. I packed everything already, all my meds and the just incase meds as well. Jubilee is going to be great I am so excited to have a fun weekend and just hang out with people and learn more about the Lord. There is suppose to be this thing on the Andy Worhal museum tomorrow and I really wanna go to it and I am much excited! YEA ANDY!!! If he werent dead, Id get with him! maybe he would have painted me! Then I would be famous! ::excuse the unlikely tangent::
Well Im not sure if I will get internet in the hotel so this may be good bye for the weekend, well only for a day but that is a big deal for me. Hmm my tummy kinda hurts. oh well!! im going to Jubile!!! Well I am off to get ready for a fun filled weekend with awsome people and an awsome God I am hoping to kinda get some time with. Oh yea and I have my ligoneir interview tomorrow!!!
Ok so here is the thing, some times i wonder what kinda of a person I really am. I mean sometime I just really cont stand people. I mean I dont know what there are just dome people. Like do you know what I mean, she has never really done anything to me. maybe im a bad person, but she needs to back off a little. GA! I feel bad though because I mean I didnt like her before she back friend with her. SO I should automaticly win this battel. But I cnat even win this battel in my own mind because I dont even know why I dont like her. There is just like a thing about her, She just kinda agravates me. Her personality. It jsut freakin kills me. Now I cant lie that there are moments when I can stand her but then everything about her hits me at once and I realize how much I just dont like her. Sorry I guess I just wanted to get that out because sometimes I think I might be crazy for hating her. and I dont know what to do with myself because I feel like a really bad person, I mean who hates someones just because. Cus I think that is the reason, just because I dont like her thats why I dont like her. Whats up with that!
So my time management coach just emailed me yes I have a time management coach! who does that! I do. But well I dont even really. Cuz I dont do what she says I should. Not beacuse I dont want to but more because I dont know how, I dont know how to manage my life let alone my time. Oh well its true my life is a totally mess!
GaAAdfkashdg zxbc v;askugf ;qwrugfsdmnfb3 !
Thats all for today I believe. Peace out!
Well Im not sure if I will get internet in the hotel so this may be good bye for the weekend, well only for a day but that is a big deal for me. Hmm my tummy kinda hurts. oh well!! im going to Jubile!!! Well I am off to get ready for a fun filled weekend with awsome people and an awsome God I am hoping to kinda get some time with. Oh yea and I have my ligoneir interview tomorrow!!!
Ok so here is the thing, some times i wonder what kinda of a person I really am. I mean sometime I just really cont stand people. I mean I dont know what there are just dome people. Like do you know what I mean, she has never really done anything to me. maybe im a bad person, but she needs to back off a little. GA! I feel bad though because I mean I didnt like her before she back friend with her. SO I should automaticly win this battel. But I cnat even win this battel in my own mind because I dont even know why I dont like her. There is just like a thing about her, She just kinda agravates me. Her personality. It jsut freakin kills me. Now I cant lie that there are moments when I can stand her but then everything about her hits me at once and I realize how much I just dont like her. Sorry I guess I just wanted to get that out because sometimes I think I might be crazy for hating her. and I dont know what to do with myself because I feel like a really bad person, I mean who hates someones just because. Cus I think that is the reason, just because I dont like her thats why I dont like her. Whats up with that!
So my time management coach just emailed me yes I have a time management coach! who does that! I do. But well I dont even really. Cuz I dont do what she says I should. Not beacuse I dont want to but more because I dont know how, I dont know how to manage my life let alone my time. Oh well its true my life is a totally mess!
GaAAdfkashdg zxbc v;askugf ;qwrugfsdmnfb3 !
Thats all for today I believe. Peace out!