A new day, a new journal
why arent i sleeping? i probably would have gone to sleep if katie hadnt imed me.. gr..i couldnt not talk to her.. whatever.. that whole idea seems kinda pointless.. but you always want what you cant have right?
like a certain someone that ive been missing alot of lately.. i wish we had had more time together.. i felt so good when i was with him.. like i finally found someone good for me.. of course that didnt last.. why would it? thats not my kind of luck.
been getting stuck in my own head lately.. ill be totally fine then all of a sudden i zone out and start thinking about everything thats going on with me and i get all sad. i wanna talk about it and stuff but i cant.. well i could.. eh.. gr.. whatever..
kev had a show tonight.. couple other pretty good bands to.. threeve played and the medic.. i dont really like the medic's music but their good peeps.. The Morning Of was awesome and they seem like really nice guys to..
saw a bunch of people there i dont get to see to often.. mike was there. i never talk to that kid like a lot but i love him .. lol.. hes so adorable. just seems like a really nice kid. well to me anyways.. :) bozz showed up.. hadnt seen him in like forever.. hes a good kid. fucking scored a 1410 or something like that on his SAT's!! thats insane. so becuase he did so well hes parents bought him this fucking pimp ass car..
melissa went home tonight.. sucks.. i really had a good time with her.. alot more then i expected to.. ALOT MORE.. lol.. whoa. anyways.. i think me and mat are gonna go visit her.. shes only like an hour and a half away..
ok.. going to bed i guess.. later cyber space
like a certain someone that ive been missing alot of lately.. i wish we had had more time together.. i felt so good when i was with him.. like i finally found someone good for me.. of course that didnt last.. why would it? thats not my kind of luck.
been getting stuck in my own head lately.. ill be totally fine then all of a sudden i zone out and start thinking about everything thats going on with me and i get all sad. i wanna talk about it and stuff but i cant.. well i could.. eh.. gr.. whatever..
kev had a show tonight.. couple other pretty good bands to.. threeve played and the medic.. i dont really like the medic's music but their good peeps.. The Morning Of was awesome and they seem like really nice guys to..
saw a bunch of people there i dont get to see to often.. mike was there. i never talk to that kid like a lot but i love him .. lol.. hes so adorable. just seems like a really nice kid. well to me anyways.. :) bozz showed up.. hadnt seen him in like forever.. hes a good kid. fucking scored a 1410 or something like that on his SAT's!! thats insane. so becuase he did so well hes parents bought him this fucking pimp ass car..
melissa went home tonight.. sucks.. i really had a good time with her.. alot more then i expected to.. ALOT MORE.. lol.. whoa. anyways.. i think me and mat are gonna go visit her.. shes only like an hour and a half away..
ok.. going to bed i guess.. later cyber space