Trapped
Have you ever felt trapped in a life? Thats how I feel. I want to break free completely but I cant.
I've realized that making my life about me is a lot harder to do every day, because I have to fight for that freedom daily. Someone will always question what I am doing, why I am doing it, and why I react the way I do. Since a lot of my old friends are around now for the summer, i'm starting to find out whose there for 4 me, and whose just hanging out to preach.
ive gotta work harder to push my dad out of his role in my life. its so hard listening to his vulgarity and constant negativity. its wearing me down, and i cant take it anymore. its unhealthy and im through with it. im gonna hafta narrow down that list of important people in my life even more. i need more control over my life...or else im going to lose it.
I've realized that making my life about me is a lot harder to do every day, because I have to fight for that freedom daily. Someone will always question what I am doing, why I am doing it, and why I react the way I do. Since a lot of my old friends are around now for the summer, i'm starting to find out whose there for 4 me, and whose just hanging out to preach.
ive gotta work harder to push my dad out of his role in my life. its so hard listening to his vulgarity and constant negativity. its wearing me down, and i cant take it anymore. its unhealthy and im through with it. im gonna hafta narrow down that list of important people in my life even more. i need more control over my life...or else im going to lose it.