she dreams in color she dreams in Red
so last night i decided i was done. I had this marvolous revelation when the boys were singing betterman by pearl jam, and i decided that is exactly what i need. it was the best feeling in a long time. everything making me angry and should not be angry all the time and edgy with him so i decided that i just need to stop the nonsense and find a better man. because i just kept thinking last night about how i dont want to like him and i wish i could just turn it all off, so that is what i am attempting to do. i am done, no more of this shit. I am going to find a better man. i am not going back again
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