Mar 01, 2006 00:27
scott called to tell me about quiting best buy and now working at circut city ... and in the conversation i asked him about his new girlfriend. which he said was great and everything was going fine. but then he starting bringing up marriage between us again, he told me that if i showed up to his door he would leave ashley in a heartbeat and that he knows that no matter what is going to happen in our lives that we will get married one day.
i am tired of this conversation with him sometimes. i love him dearly, but i cannot be the reason that all his relationships do not work, how long will he continue to be in love with me even though we do not see eachother even every year? it seems like i am tied to this person that i made a packed with when i was 15 years old. good ness time to let go kid.
in other news, i think i am a bitch. i think i have no soul, and i think i am messing up my life.
in better news, i got the show at new jewish so i will be doing a stage reading for them on the 19th of March. good times. megan wiles is in the cast and norbert leo butz's brother.... i have to try and not just fall apart around him. maybe we will fall in love, he cant be that old. maybe that would be good for me