Peeking my head in the window...
After ages of not making a single entry... i have returned. God I say it like I'm what makes live journal tick. i will be making frequent entries seeing as there is A LOT OF SHIT GOING ON IN MY LIFE! Now... for my first entry--- let's get down to the random shiz:
I have come to terms with the fact that I can't always get what I want---- however I can still bitch about it..... I don't want to work weekends, I don't want to work so much, I don't want to have to answer to anyone but me, I want to live on my own, I want to be thin, I want to finish recording my album, I don't want to have brain fog when I write, I want to be working on my craft non-stop, I want to party more often, I want to be able to hang out with my "friends", I want things to go back to the way they were, I want to not want so much, I want to do good music, I don't want to share a car with my mother, I want a brand new car, I don't want to have to bust my ass at work from 7pm til 4am-- and then have to give up all but $20 of my paycheck to my mother for household expenses and still not have a say on anything to do with the household,car, or MYSELF! I want relationships to be simple.... I want to get drunk with old friends and pretend we never lost touch... I need a pedicure... I wish money did grow on trees... I wish the day never ended so I could do all I had to... I want to sleep til whenever the fuck I want and not have to hear HER bitch at me for it---
So many wants so little time-- til next time ciao---~~~~~~~~
I have come to terms with the fact that I can't always get what I want---- however I can still bitch about it..... I don't want to work weekends, I don't want to work so much, I don't want to have to answer to anyone but me, I want to live on my own, I want to be thin, I want to finish recording my album, I don't want to have brain fog when I write, I want to be working on my craft non-stop, I want to party more often, I want to be able to hang out with my "friends", I want things to go back to the way they were, I want to not want so much, I want to do good music, I don't want to share a car with my mother, I want a brand new car, I don't want to have to bust my ass at work from 7pm til 4am-- and then have to give up all but $20 of my paycheck to my mother for household expenses and still not have a say on anything to do with the household,car, or MYSELF! I want relationships to be simple.... I want to get drunk with old friends and pretend we never lost touch... I need a pedicure... I wish money did grow on trees... I wish the day never ended so I could do all I had to... I want to sleep til whenever the fuck I want and not have to hear HER bitch at me for it---
So many wants so little time-- til next time ciao---~~~~~~~~