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I'm a loser who got a little out of hand last night so I needed tonight to recover. I'm mad at myself that I drove home last night, it's such a bad way to start the year. I knew I could get home ok, but I'm usually so paranoid about these things and I yell at everyone else for driving in that state and ahhhhh I just shouldn't have.
So when I finally got moving this afternoon, it wasn't a complete waste - I called Macy's and bitched about the furniture again and I took down my tree, which ended up taking a loooong time and I'm so glad it's done. I watched a movie and drank lots of coffee and water trying to get back to normal. I made this new vegetarian dinner from this recipe my sister found...it's not bad. I kinda think I'd feel so much healthier as a vegetarian but I so don't think I'd actually do it. I HOPE I'm gonna get my ass to the gym tomorrow.
I had some time to think today about how some of my "friends" I hold onto just because I have a past with them, even though I don't necessarily have anything in common with them anymore and keeping up with them feels more like a chore than something I want to do. I'm not sure if it's a phase I'm going through or if we've just grown apart, but I've decided to keep my thoughts to myself for the time being because I shouldn't break up friendships until I understand what's going through my head. This is the most random journal entry ever...ahh whatever...here's something fun :)
Yay kissing - MUAH
- On the cheek: yes
- On the lips: yes
- On their hands or fingers: yes
- In my room: yes
- In their room: yes
- Of the same sex: yes
- Of the opposite sex: yes
- Younger than me: yes
- Older than me: yes
- With jet black hair: no
- With curly hair: yes
- With blonde hair & blue eyes: don't think so
- With flaming red hair: no
- With straight hair: yes
- Bigger/taller than me: yes
- With a lip ring: I believe Dennis called them lipple rings lol
- Who was drunk: yes
- Who was high: yes
- Who I had just met: yes
- Who was homosexual: yes...I find this out now lol
- Who I didn't really want to kiss: oh GOD yes, it's called the entire population of the Knight Club
- On a holiday: yes
- Who was going out with someone else: yes
- Who was going out with someone close to me: that's one line I won't cross
- Who was my good friend's brother or sister: no
- Who had been/is in jail: haha...TOM!
- In a graveyard: no
- At a show/concert: yes
- At the beach: yes
- In a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water: some people have tried, but no
- Who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with: no
- With dyed hair: yes
- With a shaved head: eww my ex
- Who was/is my good friend: yes
- Who was/is in a band: yes
- Who has tattoos: yes
- Who is of a completely different race than me: I guess technically I have
- In the rain: no
- In another continent besides where I was born: no
- With an accent: hmm...don't think I have
- With an std: god I hope not
- On a boat: no
- In a car/taxi/bus: heh...car, van, taxi
- On a plane: no
- At the circus/carnival: no
- With a missing body part: wtf no <--ditto
- In the movies: yes
- Eskimo style: (after someone explained this to me) yes
So when I finally got moving this afternoon, it wasn't a complete waste - I called Macy's and bitched about the furniture again and I took down my tree, which ended up taking a loooong time and I'm so glad it's done. I watched a movie and drank lots of coffee and water trying to get back to normal. I made this new vegetarian dinner from this recipe my sister found...it's not bad. I kinda think I'd feel so much healthier as a vegetarian but I so don't think I'd actually do it. I HOPE I'm gonna get my ass to the gym tomorrow.
I had some time to think today about how some of my "friends" I hold onto just because I have a past with them, even though I don't necessarily have anything in common with them anymore and keeping up with them feels more like a chore than something I want to do. I'm not sure if it's a phase I'm going through or if we've just grown apart, but I've decided to keep my thoughts to myself for the time being because I shouldn't break up friendships until I understand what's going through my head. This is the most random journal entry ever...ahh whatever...here's something fun :)
Yay kissing - MUAH
- On the cheek: yes
- On the lips: yes
- On their hands or fingers: yes
- In my room: yes
- In their room: yes
- Of the same sex: yes
- Of the opposite sex: yes
- Younger than me: yes
- Older than me: yes
- With jet black hair: no
- With curly hair: yes
- With blonde hair & blue eyes: don't think so
- With flaming red hair: no
- With straight hair: yes
- Bigger/taller than me: yes
- With a lip ring: I believe Dennis called them lipple rings lol
- Who was drunk: yes
- Who was high: yes
- Who I had just met: yes
- Who was homosexual: yes...I find this out now lol
- Who I didn't really want to kiss: oh GOD yes, it's called the entire population of the Knight Club
- On a holiday: yes
- Who was going out with someone else: yes
- Who was going out with someone close to me: that's one line I won't cross
- Who was my good friend's brother or sister: no
- Who had been/is in jail: haha...TOM!
- In a graveyard: no
- At a show/concert: yes
- At the beach: yes
- In a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water: some people have tried, but no
- Who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with: no
- With dyed hair: yes
- With a shaved head: eww my ex
- Who was/is my good friend: yes
- Who was/is in a band: yes
- Who has tattoos: yes
- Who is of a completely different race than me: I guess technically I have
- In the rain: no
- In another continent besides where I was born: no
- With an accent: hmm...don't think I have
- With an std: god I hope not
- On a boat: no
- In a car/taxi/bus: heh...car, van, taxi
- On a plane: no
- At the circus/carnival: no
- With a missing body part: wtf no <--ditto
- In the movies: yes
- Eskimo style: (after someone explained this to me) yes