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There's something vaguely obscene about eating thanksgiving leftovers the next tuesday, at 7 in the morning. Why the fuck aren't I sleeping?
In the past 2 weeks I've ended 3 unhealthy friendships and severed ties with my brother. It makes for a pretty lonely feeling at times but I've never felt so sure of where I stand as person. There comes a time when you've got to cut all of the silly drama out of your life, throw your hands up and proclaim "fuck it and fuck you too" and walk the hell away. It's weird to look at someone that you've been close to at some point and think to yourself "Wow, I really don't understand you anymore. I've grown past where you're at right now."
Still, these people have served their purpose. If only to make me feel better in comparison to them. (Yes, I know thats kind of petty but I'll take my 'taters where I can get them:)
That being said, I'm grateful for the people that I choose to have in my life. I'm a pretty lucky guy. I've got some damn good people around me, and thats all one can really ask for.
Uh, I think I'm going to attempt sleeping now, before this degenerates into a complete mess.....
In the past 2 weeks I've ended 3 unhealthy friendships and severed ties with my brother. It makes for a pretty lonely feeling at times but I've never felt so sure of where I stand as person. There comes a time when you've got to cut all of the silly drama out of your life, throw your hands up and proclaim "fuck it and fuck you too" and walk the hell away. It's weird to look at someone that you've been close to at some point and think to yourself "Wow, I really don't understand you anymore. I've grown past where you're at right now."
Still, these people have served their purpose. If only to make me feel better in comparison to them. (Yes, I know thats kind of petty but I'll take my 'taters where I can get them:)
That being said, I'm grateful for the people that I choose to have in my life. I'm a pretty lucky guy. I've got some damn good people around me, and thats all one can really ask for.
Uh, I think I'm going to attempt sleeping now, before this degenerates into a complete mess.....