excuses
i'm looking for any...
any that will get me out of and away from my house
its too crazed
everyone is at the brink of being mental and deranged
i'm only seen as a child there
a child with too many responsibilities
i'd have less if i were out on my own
i'm almost praying that there will be a break down
i can't stay there
i won't
i'd rather live with my pyschotic, cenile, grandma
and i know thats a bad choice as well
but its better, better than being put down everyday
on top of that...
i can't find a job
small town.. nothin here
next town over = competiting w/ 3 different highschools worth of kids....
yeah.. not gonna happen
i'm looking for a way out
this isn't healthy
i don't want this