Sep 01, 2005 09:18
the boy and i are not doing well, at all. nothing that i would particularly like to share on here but we are just not connecting and seeing eye to eye on many different issues. we're both just fusterated and i feel like im putting forth more of an effort than he is. so im sad and aggervated and fed up all in one.
he's mad at me for hanging out with yanni (johnny for all you non-greeks) but he wasnt about to get off the couch to come help me last night and yanni offered without me asking. and yanni's mom might have cancer so ive been talking to him more and handing out more because he is my good friend and he needs someone there to help emotionally support him. if his mom does have cancer hes moving him to take care of her and his 5 yr old brother, i told him that id go with him twice a week to help clean and cook. i dont care if dan is pissed and doesnt like it, hell either get over it or leave me because of it and i really dont care to be honest, i think hes being selfish.
thats just the tip of the iceberg...sorry i had to get that one thing off my chest.