Random thoughts...
~My parents had Lucky put down today. I cried about it off and on all day, but usually only when I thought about her. Its not just that she is now gone, its that we have had her since I was 7, so for the past 15 years she was part of our family. She will be missed, but I think it was probably time as I didn't want her to have to go through any more pain.
~I had my first day of class today. It was just one class, no big deal. But as I was walking to class I didn't run into anyone that I knew. That doesn't usually happen as I have known alot of people here over the years. I realized that I am really pretty alone here. Not that I don't have friends, but there are simply a lot less familiar faces and close friends in the area. I am okay with this, because I am really here to get shit done. In and out, thats the plan.
~The job hunt is beginning shortly, I hope I find something I can live with that pays me well. I'm not really that picky.
~Rolf is comming home in a little over a week and I am excited to see him. Winston is leaving on Saturday, but I have been with him for the past two weeks, so really it is about time he goes, although we haven't fought at all and have gotten along really well.
~My mom asked me today if I ever think about Scott and wonder what if, or think that somehow in life we will cross each others paths. To be honest I used to think about him alot, probably at least once a day, at some point, that just stopped. Sure there are things that remind me of him, and probably always will. But these days I don't even really think about him now and then, he just doesn't register, there is so much else going on and it was so long ago, that I really don't think about it hardly ever.
~I might be the luckiest person I know.
~Long live rivalry.
~I had my first day of class today. It was just one class, no big deal. But as I was walking to class I didn't run into anyone that I knew. That doesn't usually happen as I have known alot of people here over the years. I realized that I am really pretty alone here. Not that I don't have friends, but there are simply a lot less familiar faces and close friends in the area. I am okay with this, because I am really here to get shit done. In and out, thats the plan.
~The job hunt is beginning shortly, I hope I find something I can live with that pays me well. I'm not really that picky.
~Rolf is comming home in a little over a week and I am excited to see him. Winston is leaving on Saturday, but I have been with him for the past two weeks, so really it is about time he goes, although we haven't fought at all and have gotten along really well.
~My mom asked me today if I ever think about Scott and wonder what if, or think that somehow in life we will cross each others paths. To be honest I used to think about him alot, probably at least once a day, at some point, that just stopped. Sure there are things that remind me of him, and probably always will. But these days I don't even really think about him now and then, he just doesn't register, there is so much else going on and it was so long ago, that I really don't think about it hardly ever.
~I might be the luckiest person I know.
~Long live rivalry.