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[jerseville]

So much has changed in the past year...

This time last year...
I was single...
Still hanging out with all my friends from high school...
I was living at home... and I was looking forward to moving out...
I had a JOB...

Now...
I'm in the best relationship of my life... future hubby...
I mostly hang out with the bf, roomies, and college friends...
I'm living in a townhouse... but moving back home...
I'm working 3 jobs, none of them for salary... 4 if you count babysitting...

Why did things have to go and get f'd up...

Thank god for Steve... I don't know what I would do without him...

I don't know what my New Years Resolutions are... I just can't decide...

Something about getting in shape and loving me... but I don't know how to word it without making it sound just like everyone else's resolutions... I'm trying to be original...

When I got that first job at NP... I thought I would become independent... own a home... get a puppy... all those things I wanted more than anything...

Now it feels like everything is out of control... Hopefully the new year will fix that a little bit...