good times
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soo this weekend or actually last weekend....anyways last weekend i went out to whitewater with bill and we went to taryn's dorm for a bit of fun and games. bill and taryn walked away a bit to conversate about important matters while i waited to let sarah in the dorm (i already knew what they were talking about so i didn't miss much) anyways i saw this girl walking up and she just up and jumped into the biggest puddle close to her and my exact thought was i hope thats sarah and sure enough it was...anyways i let her in and we talked for a bit then bill and taryn showed back up and then after a bit we all went outside jumping in puddles and more or less just making fools of ourselves in the best way and then bill and taryn went off to talk some more and me and sarah spent alot of time talking and then we managed to get locked outa the dorm and i wasn't wering shoes at that point and we eventually got back into taryn's room i more or less did the pansy version of hitting on her for a bit (it's the insecure i've been rejected too much so you hit on in a wierd abstract outa the corner sorta way...then she took my spot on the bed so i just sat next to her and started holding her hand. (which rock on best idea i had that night..well up to that point atleast) then bill and taryn had a crazy idea of putting in a movie and i didn't see more than 4 seconds of it in a row because i was too busy talking to and cuddling with sarah and then eventually bill and taryn fell asleep and me and sarah continued talking and cuddling for quite a bit after they went to bed then while letting her out somehow i woke up bill and we talked a bit about what happened to each of us that night while big stupid grins on our faces the whole time...it was great...
then the next morning taryn said something like sarah likes jerry and i was like jerry likes sarah and somewhere down the line taryn said something like no friends with benifits either sarah is a relationship type person she's my friend you can't do that to her and i more or less said something like shut up you know me better then that i wouldn't have even behaved the way i did last night if i didn't really like her alot and she said something about asking her out and bill said 'after last night isn't it implied that they are dating' and taryn said no and then i realized that i didn't actually ask her out so on the car ride home i sent a bunch of text msgs asking how hard it would be for me to cinvince her to date me and she said she was already convinced then taryn called me and said so i got a msgs from sarah and i guess you 2 are dating now congrats and i did that whole smile so big your face hurts thing and kinda kept doing that for the next couple of days..trying really hard to go up there wed night and over the weekend but i might be stuck with just over the weekend because my dad.... in either case i'm really looking forwords to it this is the only girl in over a year i've had a crush on and it came on pretty quickly after first meeting her so yeah... i just hope i don't come off as creepy...i always tend to think i'm being stalkerish when i meet new people because i get interested and curious and yeah...that and that whole constant fear of rejection thing is why i wasn't planning on dating anyone for a bit still but i like sarah i think it's worth it. i just hope i get a car soon enough to be able to get up there before she looses interest in me!
time to go take my father to chicago...yes the really big city in the state below us a couple hours away and everything. well bye
soo this weekend or actually last weekend....anyways last weekend i went out to whitewater with bill and we went to taryn's dorm for a bit of fun and games. bill and taryn walked away a bit to conversate about important matters while i waited to let sarah in the dorm (i already knew what they were talking about so i didn't miss much) anyways i saw this girl walking up and she just up and jumped into the biggest puddle close to her and my exact thought was i hope thats sarah and sure enough it was...anyways i let her in and we talked for a bit then bill and taryn showed back up and then after a bit we all went outside jumping in puddles and more or less just making fools of ourselves in the best way and then bill and taryn went off to talk some more and me and sarah spent alot of time talking and then we managed to get locked outa the dorm and i wasn't wering shoes at that point and we eventually got back into taryn's room i more or less did the pansy version of hitting on her for a bit (it's the insecure i've been rejected too much so you hit on in a wierd abstract outa the corner sorta way...then she took my spot on the bed so i just sat next to her and started holding her hand. (which rock on best idea i had that night..well up to that point atleast) then bill and taryn had a crazy idea of putting in a movie and i didn't see more than 4 seconds of it in a row because i was too busy talking to and cuddling with sarah and then eventually bill and taryn fell asleep and me and sarah continued talking and cuddling for quite a bit after they went to bed then while letting her out somehow i woke up bill and we talked a bit about what happened to each of us that night while big stupid grins on our faces the whole time...it was great...
then the next morning taryn said something like sarah likes jerry and i was like jerry likes sarah and somewhere down the line taryn said something like no friends with benifits either sarah is a relationship type person she's my friend you can't do that to her and i more or less said something like shut up you know me better then that i wouldn't have even behaved the way i did last night if i didn't really like her alot and she said something about asking her out and bill said 'after last night isn't it implied that they are dating' and taryn said no and then i realized that i didn't actually ask her out so on the car ride home i sent a bunch of text msgs asking how hard it would be for me to cinvince her to date me and she said she was already convinced then taryn called me and said so i got a msgs from sarah and i guess you 2 are dating now congrats and i did that whole smile so big your face hurts thing and kinda kept doing that for the next couple of days..trying really hard to go up there wed night and over the weekend but i might be stuck with just over the weekend because my dad.... in either case i'm really looking forwords to it this is the only girl in over a year i've had a crush on and it came on pretty quickly after first meeting her so yeah... i just hope i don't come off as creepy...i always tend to think i'm being stalkerish when i meet new people because i get interested and curious and yeah...that and that whole constant fear of rejection thing is why i wasn't planning on dating anyone for a bit still but i like sarah i think it's worth it. i just hope i get a car soon enough to be able to get up there before she looses interest in me!
time to go take my father to chicago...yes the really big city in the state below us a couple hours away and everything. well bye