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so i'm sick.
can't stay online long it's actually pretty painfull being upright and all that....plus my eye's hurt for reasons we aren't discussing.
but onto the good stuff....so the other day i was hanging out with joe at the bowling banquet and he basically tells me to stay in the car for a minute because he had to go talk to someone and this gu is serious has guns and everything....so i think oh good drug dealers....fucking spectacular. then he gets in the car again and his other friend who i know gets in hands him a piece of paper and then snort it's contents.....it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out what they are doing so at this point i'm pretty much like wow get me the fuck outa here. then i hung out with him a bit more since he was driving and i slept at his house the next morning i felt like shit and left work without doing a thing and was basically dead. still mostly am dead but i'm getting better i won't work again till monday so if i take it easy and not go moving furniture or something i'll be fine. ...i hope?
in either case no more hanging out with joe. that was scary. and he's a fuck tard.
i work again on monday.....there is only one thing i really plan on doing tomorrow and thats if she still needs help....and yeah.
so some drug dealers got my cell number because joe called him from my phone...so he's called 6 times today and i haven't answered it once. i was going to have joe tell him to stop calling me but i can't get ahold of that fucker....
god i hate my family.....i found out my other cousin sold thousands of dollors worth of my uncle's dvd's to support his cocain habit.....yup...love my family....the only good ones are the ones that moved to milwuakee and my grandma. ...
ok so i'm going to go die....and my mom is ordering pizza and using my money (asked and told me to give it over....nice huh? especially since i can't fucking eat pizza yet. i can't eat more than the sherbert ice cream and a bit of fruit..everything else makes me gag. so yeah angry with the world sick and therfor incredibly depressed. i swear the drive home from work the other day (it was 45 minutes) was enough to drive me to the point of suicidal because i was so shitty feeling....i wanted to drive into a truck and die rather than continue driving home because i hurt so much....thats pretty lovely isn't it? i'm good now i'm not dead either so don't worry i'll be fine but god i'm depressed....just hope it goes away soon it's agrivating to feel crappy for so long....
and i forgot to add the second ) mark thing there but i'm too fucking tired to care so leave me alone.
going to sleep.
bye
can't stay online long it's actually pretty painfull being upright and all that....plus my eye's hurt for reasons we aren't discussing.
but onto the good stuff....so the other day i was hanging out with joe at the bowling banquet and he basically tells me to stay in the car for a minute because he had to go talk to someone and this gu is serious has guns and everything....so i think oh good drug dealers....fucking spectacular. then he gets in the car again and his other friend who i know gets in hands him a piece of paper and then snort it's contents.....it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out what they are doing so at this point i'm pretty much like wow get me the fuck outa here. then i hung out with him a bit more since he was driving and i slept at his house the next morning i felt like shit and left work without doing a thing and was basically dead. still mostly am dead but i'm getting better i won't work again till monday so if i take it easy and not go moving furniture or something i'll be fine. ...i hope?
in either case no more hanging out with joe. that was scary. and he's a fuck tard.
i work again on monday.....there is only one thing i really plan on doing tomorrow and thats if she still needs help....and yeah.
so some drug dealers got my cell number because joe called him from my phone...so he's called 6 times today and i haven't answered it once. i was going to have joe tell him to stop calling me but i can't get ahold of that fucker....
god i hate my family.....i found out my other cousin sold thousands of dollors worth of my uncle's dvd's to support his cocain habit.....yup...love my family....the only good ones are the ones that moved to milwuakee and my grandma. ...
ok so i'm going to go die....and my mom is ordering pizza and using my money (asked and told me to give it over....nice huh? especially since i can't fucking eat pizza yet. i can't eat more than the sherbert ice cream and a bit of fruit..everything else makes me gag. so yeah angry with the world sick and therfor incredibly depressed. i swear the drive home from work the other day (it was 45 minutes) was enough to drive me to the point of suicidal because i was so shitty feeling....i wanted to drive into a truck and die rather than continue driving home because i hurt so much....thats pretty lovely isn't it? i'm good now i'm not dead either so don't worry i'll be fine but god i'm depressed....just hope it goes away soon it's agrivating to feel crappy for so long....
and i forgot to add the second ) mark thing there but i'm too fucking tired to care so leave me alone.
going to sleep.
bye