Meds
So, I'm on drugs now. Well, medication for ADD-PI, Wellbutrin... but technically, it is a drug. Here are some changes I've noticed in myself. It's likely that they all are real changes, and not placebo effects... although to be honest, I don't really care which it is. It's working for me.
good:
- focus in meetings - i end up focusing on the person talking, sharply
- instead of zoning out and defocusing my eyes, i end up sharply focused on something.
- I can get up out of bed much quicker in the morning
- I know that i have all of these responsibilities, but instead of being worried about them, i just know they're there... they're not heavy on my shoulders anymore.
- I generally feel more upbeat, and less "ugh"
- emails i write happen much quicker, and are much wordier than before, like i want to say more and i get it out.
bad:
- fingers and feet are a very little bit tingly sometimes
- stomach is a very little bit queasy at times
I'm sure there's more, but i can't think of it right now.