Dean is gone =(
Well... I had the most wonderful weekend. I know I haven't posted in a while. That's because I've been way to busy. Dean came down on Friday.. got here about 6... and I was smiling non-stop all weekend. I had so much fun with him. Even if we were just sitting here watching a movie, or even just sitting here doing nothing, I was extremely happy. I don't know how I got so lucky to find a guy as great as him. We just click. We have so much in common and I keep learning more every day!! Like last nite when we got dinner from the food court downstairs, we both got strawberry milk!! I don't know of any other guy that is addicted to strawberry milk like I am. And he even mentioned nestle quik's banana milk!!! I thought I was the only one who has ever even tried that stuff... and we were both like "It tastes like melted banana laffy taffy!!" ... I'm not gonna go into every other thing we have in common because I could go on forever... so many coincidences!! I don't think I've ever been this happy. Dean honestly makes me happier than I think I've ever been.
Even when he isn't here.. if I start thinking about him.. I get this silly little grin on my face. My friends have all commented about how different I seem now. They've seen me like guys before.. and they have told me I just seem different when I'm with him. Most of my friends got to meet Dean this weekend. They all love him. He is so sweet!!!!
I just absolutely love everything about him. The little things about him are what is so cute.. I mean, yeah, he's fucking hot... but that isn't why I'm attracted to him. It was at first, but now I know him and it's for many many reasons. Just the funny faces he makes when he laughs.. or the way he looks at me...or the sweet things he says or does...just the way he acts with me... it's all just so great!
I was sort of hesitant to start another relationship. Especially since I've been hurt in my last couple relationships.. and he lives almost 2 hours away.. but so far.. we've been seeing each other every weekend... and we talk everyday ... on webcam with voice chat so it kinda makes it seem like he isn't so far away. I know he won't hurt me. Everything just feels so different with him.. it all feels so .... PERFECT.
I go to bed thinking about him.. and I wake up thinking about him...
Everything in my life just seems so perfect right now.. Dean is what i needed to complete everything....
Even when he isn't here.. if I start thinking about him.. I get this silly little grin on my face. My friends have all commented about how different I seem now. They've seen me like guys before.. and they have told me I just seem different when I'm with him. Most of my friends got to meet Dean this weekend. They all love him. He is so sweet!!!!
I just absolutely love everything about him. The little things about him are what is so cute.. I mean, yeah, he's fucking hot... but that isn't why I'm attracted to him. It was at first, but now I know him and it's for many many reasons. Just the funny faces he makes when he laughs.. or the way he looks at me...or the sweet things he says or does...just the way he acts with me... it's all just so great!
I was sort of hesitant to start another relationship. Especially since I've been hurt in my last couple relationships.. and he lives almost 2 hours away.. but so far.. we've been seeing each other every weekend... and we talk everyday ... on webcam with voice chat so it kinda makes it seem like he isn't so far away. I know he won't hurt me. Everything just feels so different with him.. it all feels so .... PERFECT.
I go to bed thinking about him.. and I wake up thinking about him...
Everything in my life just seems so perfect right now.. Dean is what i needed to complete everything....