answer my questions

Mar 19, 2004 18:25

Hey was up nothin my damn day suck so far and so has this week suck. Things have not been go n that great n my life and the only thing that has is my modelin job in new york, which i might most likely take, if so all i have is till may 15 to chill with everyone here and i'm gone for ever!!! Shit it's not like i'm gonna b miss n e way u know. My damn bro is avoidin me for osme reason and i think it sucks cuz i wanna talk to him, and by the looks of it we won't b friends soon, i don't wanna keep thinkin of somethin thats not there u know, and i defintely don't wanna keep b n hurt by him. and my friend at skool i like have this feeling that soemthings go n to happen like with him and our lil friends and it's not gonna b good, i been dreamin of it and have n visions of it and i know exactly whats gonna go down but the question is should i interfer with it??? i don't wanna mess up another friendship u know, i make it my goal to b a good friend. And this other friend i feel likes me or somethin but i known her for wad seems like forever u know so i don't wanna lose whats there, and if i ask her wad if i'm wrong and she starts to hate me and blah blah blah, It's jsut so fuckin dumb!!!!! i dunno wad my self. i think my pass is cathin up to me and i need to do somethin about it cuz when i stopped that things got worse and i dunno maybe i should do it just one more time so that it can stop for ever, yea i know black magic is bad an wrong and i shouldn't do it but it got me n this it can get me out u know!!! but i'm a good person now so it shouldn't b bad. Yea but today is so damn boring i'm on my way to the north game girls, but i'll write again afterwards.
peace.
" no one has the power to hurt u like ur friends"
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