i need out.
so my mom busts in my room bitching at me becuase im not asleep at 3am.
which then turns into yelling at me about not having a new fulltime job.
which then turns into her telling me that she doesn't believe i'm schedualed for 6 days off and that i 'took it off' and that it wasn't how it was schedualed.
this all comes after earlier today she told my friend that i was very "sociable and friendly" at my birthday party last sunday and that she thinks i was on some sort of drugs......
I DONT FUCKING DO DRUGS YOU FUCKING STUPID CUNT BITCH. IF IT WASN'T FOR ME DRINKING EVERY NOW AND THEN I'D BE MORE STRAIGHT EDGE THEN A FUCKING NUN.
FUCKING WHORE OF A MOTHER THAT CANT TRUST ME FOR SHIT.
as soon as i do get a full time/better paying job. im fucking moving out.
i dont care where to at this point either as long as i can eat/sleep/be happy and not have to put up with the fucking bullshit of being acused of doing drugs or being told that i am a liar... BY MY FUCKING MOM WHO DOESN'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT WHO I AM OR WHAT I WANT TO DO.
im so upset about all this shit right now i feel like im goign to fucking puke.
i know shes my mom and for that alone i should love her, and i do, but when she starts yelling at me TELLING me that im on drugs WHEN I'VE NEVER EVEN SMOKED WEED IN MY LIFE much let alone EVER TOUCHED THE SHIT. i have spray paint in my trunk that i use to tag shit i better get rid of it before she starts to think that i've been huffing that shit.
forreal im sick and tired of her telling me whats "wrong" with me becuase im not doing what she wants.... well bitch... maybe its time i do somthing... somthing FOR ME and has NOTHING to do with you.....
which then turns into yelling at me about not having a new fulltime job.
which then turns into her telling me that she doesn't believe i'm schedualed for 6 days off and that i 'took it off' and that it wasn't how it was schedualed.
this all comes after earlier today she told my friend that i was very "sociable and friendly" at my birthday party last sunday and that she thinks i was on some sort of drugs......
I DONT FUCKING DO DRUGS YOU FUCKING STUPID CUNT BITCH. IF IT WASN'T FOR ME DRINKING EVERY NOW AND THEN I'D BE MORE STRAIGHT EDGE THEN A FUCKING NUN.
FUCKING WHORE OF A MOTHER THAT CANT TRUST ME FOR SHIT.
as soon as i do get a full time/better paying job. im fucking moving out.
i dont care where to at this point either as long as i can eat/sleep/be happy and not have to put up with the fucking bullshit of being acused of doing drugs or being told that i am a liar... BY MY FUCKING MOM WHO DOESN'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT WHO I AM OR WHAT I WANT TO DO.
im so upset about all this shit right now i feel like im goign to fucking puke.
i know shes my mom and for that alone i should love her, and i do, but when she starts yelling at me TELLING me that im on drugs WHEN I'VE NEVER EVEN SMOKED WEED IN MY LIFE much let alone EVER TOUCHED THE SHIT. i have spray paint in my trunk that i use to tag shit i better get rid of it before she starts to think that i've been huffing that shit.
forreal im sick and tired of her telling me whats "wrong" with me becuase im not doing what she wants.... well bitch... maybe its time i do somthing... somthing FOR ME and has NOTHING to do with you.....