Feb 28, 2009 00:55
Dear all,
It has been after so long, and now I am back with writing again... wahahah....
Life have been unusual for me this period of time... I change alot.. personality, work, love life, family and things i wanted to get for myself.
Singing has been something i have been doing since i was 15 yrs old. Recently many event going on with myt management in musicdreamer.com. THey are trying to engage me as a contract singer there (meaning I can't do gigs without their approval)...
I really wonder what good does it do to us.
Anyway i still sing cos i cannot give up the only good asset of mine.
I have work very hard for my current job... unfortunately the career path for me here is very steep and I think they may not even want to keep me long as their so call resession is affect the biz(BULL SHIT) so i have been looking hard for job and went for many interviews but i guess employer nowadays... choosy lor...
my mother is suffering from depression again ever since her life partner past away last thursday. I hope uncle went to heaven cos he is a super nice guy. well... time are tough for me and my sis now, cos my mother like cannot get over it at all... so exhausted we have to keep her accompany even in the house. She cannot be left alone at home. (hais....)
so many things... I really hope something will become better one day...
waiting for better times...