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Aug 15, 2005 23:25

It seems strange to me that after all the time I was in Florida alone, I never felt like I was. I guess I knew in the back of my mind that home was just how I had left it, and that upon returning, it would all be the same. But now that I'm back, everyone else is embarking on their own adventures that will bring them to different parts on this sphere of blue and green; none of which are close by.

I know the goodbye's aren't forever, but they feel so much more real than they ever have before. Before I was just thinking about how excited I am for them to be doing the things they are, because really the are so huge and life-changing. I was excited for the times they will have, and still am, but now am struck by the fact that I wont be sharing in any of them.

There are so many feelings that I can only compare to a bad breakup. Everything reminds me of you guys, specifically 2 discs. One disc's first name is compact, and the other's is ultimate. Hell, I'm listening to Harriet beacher stowe right now. (I know you pit people moved longer ago, and I don't know you super well, but I love you guys, and the week I spent with you was so refreshing to me.) And practically all of my other music was shared to me and thus has a connection to those who shared it with me.

So, to all my friends who are moving on, or have, I hope you know how much you mean to me. I love you guys and eagerly await the day when our paths cross again.
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