Well, I am happy for you. Again, I will say that it really hurts. I won't say that it doesn't, I mean, as soon as you left yesterday I had a huge breakdown complete with demolishing my room, punching the walls ( with all of my rings on), laughing/screaming/crying at the same time and an hour-long conversation with myself in which I answered my own questions through my sobs. You screwed me up, Jeremy Englehart. You gave me hope and faith in the male race again, then just kind of...you know, threw it away.I know you're a great guy, beautiful inside and out, You're probably one of the best people I've ever known...(you're up there with ROBRIT in my book.) I remember all these good things about you and I and then I think that it's all gone now. Now it's with someone else and I know that we were never bound together so I don't know what I'm bitching about. It does really hurt, and I need to get out a lot of things just not here...I'll call you sometime or call me when you can, but soon all the same. Again, I am happy for you..I just won't go down unforgotten...and that's really how I feel. I do hope we can still be friends. Good Day, Handsome.
We'll all float on alright,(hopefully) Anna M. ( aka...Rebecca Fontaine, The Jolly Mortician, or just That Girl.)
Well, it's been two days, and I've had some time to think about it and I just wanted to apoligize for being a bitch. I'm your friend and I should be happy for you. I really am. Congrats. Sorry about your neck. I'm glad you found a place to live. You should be proud. If I were you I'd feel like I was on the top of the world, except for the whole neck thing. Plus, David told me you got your massage table, so Snaps for Jerm on that one.
I remember all these good things about you and I and then I think that it's all gone now. Now it's with someone else and I know that we were never bound together so I don't know what I'm bitching about. It does really hurt, and I need to get out a lot of things just not here...I'll call you sometime or call me when you can, but soon all the same.
Again, I am happy for you..I just won't go down unforgotten...and that's really how I feel. I do hope we can still be friends. Good Day, Handsome.
We'll all float on alright,(hopefully)
Anna M. ( aka...Rebecca Fontaine, The Jolly Mortician, or just That Girl.)
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Again three cheers for you,
Anna
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