Nov 10, 2005 22:05
Well I'm back in Wise again. It still sucks. I learned a few more songs while I was over there. Yesterday I rode the bike over here and back. That was pretty fun. Sarah called me last night for the first time in a while. That made me feel pretty good. Jake says im a dumbass still, but I dont care what anybody says. Went to on-track today cause Benji was working, got a set of $15 Elixir strings, 3 picks, a book, and a string winder for five bucks. Not too bad. Those strings sound good, and are a lot easier to play. You know it really pisses me off how guys that treat girls like shit get girls all the time. Why is that? Thats something I'll never understand. Nothing much has happened really. I haven't been to school since monday. Mom is wanting me to find a job down there, but I don't think I will. Honestly, I really don't wanna be here or there. I'd like to be out on my own, but thats gonna have to wait at least until im out of college. Id like to be in a band since Jake and Carmen are trying to start one. I always end up gettin pissed cause someone never shows up and then just give up. And I'm not really good enough to be in a band. I could be, but I don't play as much as I should. But I'm starting to more because I have nothing else to do. Work has got my sleep all messed up, thats the main reason why I haven't been to school. Its sad that I can miss that much and still graduate. Hell I don't think a couple of them could tell you anything about electronics. But I guess I'll go lay down or something.
Sarah, I hope you get to feeling better soon. I've been praying for you a lot today. I miss you, I really do. You prolly know that already. I don't know what else to say right now. I'm glad we haven't been fighting.