Aug 18, 2008 17:47
yep. you can see it with your own eyes. read that last post. i already felt like throwing myself off a tall building all day, and now this.
eric just called to let me know that we got broken into. again.
my laptop is gone, AGAIN. along with a shitload of eric's money.
i seriously told myself "today cannot get any worse," at least five times this morning and this afternoon. and then i get this phone call from eric?
this cannot be my life. i have no idea whose it is, but i don't want it anymore. please let me go back to being whatever the fuck i did with my lousy life before everyone collectively decided to start taking steamy dumps on me. i surrender, take the good so long as you take the bad with it. i just want to vomit up my organs and die.
and i still need a fucking ride from the airport this saturday. thanks to everyone who has just flat out ignored my requests and inquiries. maybe we'll all get lucky and my plane will crash, so you can continue to sit at home doing dick-shit completely guilt free! rather than feeling bad about NOT feeling bad about blowing me off, or having to leave your house and care about another fucking person.
if you have ever lied to me or taken advantage of me in any way, you are out of my fucking life starting now. i have no patience for this shit any more. one more blow will fucking end me.
get bent you scum fucks.