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life has been too intense for words...
*thailand trip canncelled due to aversion to travelling with dramatic peoples....instead will save untill feb...go for longer, with a better person for me... and spend my favorite seasons here to wear scarfs, go to mountains, and love the fog around halloween....im super exicted....mmm damn that fog
*broke up with camp b-friend...a situation that turned out to be verychill and wonderful, and im lucky to still be friends with such a rad person
*work = bliss...at staff party, got pissed and rode laying on the roof of a golf cart watching the sillouettes of trees against blue...summers ending, and this time of year...when all the fruits ripen...everything is lush and tastes golden
*have met a serious best friend....i felt really alone all through out my teenage years...but i know it was just all in my head, and now that im growing out of my stupid sad illusions, ive been handed a major effin treasure...hes a boy who is so open, genuine and hilarous...i have to stop driving so i can laugh, and not have a major crash accident....we talk, and he comes over just to cuddle with me because we are both going through very intense times right now....his dog died, and mine....:
*a really good person...whom ive come to know again....who i look up to in a huge way...tried to shoot herself in the head 2 nights ago....didnt try...did....but closely missed her end...shes living....in the hospital...is talking, so thats good...people were worried about brain damage...they still dont know...but holy fuck...im shaking, and cant type about this anymore........ crystal...i love you, and am really fucking glad your alive.
*i heart blackberries....and hammocks.
*...so many changes....but things are moving...progressing, and i am so thankful to be living my life...and knowing who i know...exsuse me while my chest explodes
*thailand trip canncelled due to aversion to travelling with dramatic peoples....instead will save untill feb...go for longer, with a better person for me... and spend my favorite seasons here to wear scarfs, go to mountains, and love the fog around halloween....im super exicted....mmm damn that fog
*broke up with camp b-friend...a situation that turned out to be verychill and wonderful, and im lucky to still be friends with such a rad person
*work = bliss...at staff party, got pissed and rode laying on the roof of a golf cart watching the sillouettes of trees against blue...summers ending, and this time of year...when all the fruits ripen...everything is lush and tastes golden
*have met a serious best friend....i felt really alone all through out my teenage years...but i know it was just all in my head, and now that im growing out of my stupid sad illusions, ive been handed a major effin treasure...hes a boy who is so open, genuine and hilarous...i have to stop driving so i can laugh, and not have a major crash accident....we talk, and he comes over just to cuddle with me because we are both going through very intense times right now....his dog died, and mine....:
*a really good person...whom ive come to know again....who i look up to in a huge way...tried to shoot herself in the head 2 nights ago....didnt try...did....but closely missed her end...shes living....in the hospital...is talking, so thats good...people were worried about brain damage...they still dont know...but holy fuck...im shaking, and cant type about this anymore........ crystal...i love you, and am really fucking glad your alive.
*i heart blackberries....and hammocks.
*...so many changes....but things are moving...progressing, and i am so thankful to be living my life...and knowing who i know...exsuse me while my chest explodes