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Well...I'm having a great couple of days. SIKE Well the last time me N Jeff hung out was Wednesday, we had a great night just havin fun. But the next day he was actin all weird n I was thinkin maybe he did something with another girl so I kept askin him what was wrong Finally by the end of the night he was basically saying that we should just be friends because he is turning 21 (TODAY) and he doesn't trust himself. Now it doesn't make any sense that he told me that I needed to stop partying because he wanted to be able to trust me but then he can't give in a little to make this work. Plus he had just called me like a couple days before tellin me all this stuff about him wanting to have a relationship cuz he thinks he likes me more than he thought..well what the hell happened to that. Then I asked him if he knew on Wednesday that he was gonna say all this to me. He said he was unsure but when he saw me it was one of those things where he just felt REALLY happy to see me. So if you were happy then why did you have to do this to me...its such bull crap. GRR I just really want to talk to him tonight cuz its his birthday and I really miss him! I have never gone this long without talking to him, its so weird and I hate it. well i guess im gonna go now...love ya