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walk the walk to talk the talk.
i think, after constant 'hating myself for making a bad decision', ive come to the conclusion that ive made the right decision.
after sitting at the dinner table, listening to my uncle tell me that quite frankly he didnt care about the amount of gas his car consumed.. i found myself out of place.
i think i need to go, and be myself.. away from the distractions of this place..
i need to limit my eat intake, i need to walk the walk.
in reality.. when talking about 'what is good for the environment' its necessary to follow through, as common sense as this may be.. i keep getting stared down by the fact that IM NOT DOING THAT. i know better! why should i look down on my uncle for his obscene car when i know that i am not doing all that i can do, and should do.
he states that he recycles more than the average person.. thats great, but in my mind not doing good when you know what your doing bad, is not well. Compensating for it dosnt help either. i dont think ive ever called myself an environmentalist. the simple reason is.. im not doing everything i could be doing, or at least, im not doing what i could be doing.. which in reality i cant do everything. i know everyone cant live the life i think is right, therefore I SHOULD.
i think, after constant 'hating myself for making a bad decision', ive come to the conclusion that ive made the right decision.
after sitting at the dinner table, listening to my uncle tell me that quite frankly he didnt care about the amount of gas his car consumed.. i found myself out of place.
i think i need to go, and be myself.. away from the distractions of this place..
i need to limit my eat intake, i need to walk the walk.
in reality.. when talking about 'what is good for the environment' its necessary to follow through, as common sense as this may be.. i keep getting stared down by the fact that IM NOT DOING THAT. i know better! why should i look down on my uncle for his obscene car when i know that i am not doing all that i can do, and should do.
he states that he recycles more than the average person.. thats great, but in my mind not doing good when you know what your doing bad, is not well. Compensating for it dosnt help either. i dont think ive ever called myself an environmentalist. the simple reason is.. im not doing everything i could be doing, or at least, im not doing what i could be doing.. which in reality i cant do everything. i know everyone cant live the life i think is right, therefore I SHOULD.