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Well. Isn't this interesting.
First off. Happy New Years eve to all of you. Hope you are having a good time so far.
Mom is in the kitchen now getting the feast for tomorrow ready. I asked her if she needed help many times so far and she hasn't said she does. Just for me to go out and go to the party that _kynthia_ is having at her house. tdgvision invited me, but I do kind of feel a bit hesitant about going as I have only met this girl once at tdgvision's shop. I called him earlier to get directions to the place, but he was gone and I don't have her number. I'll try later.
In the meantime, the drama. I tried calling J, as we can bring anyone to this party we want. Over the past couple of days, when I have tried calling her, she has been out going to the movies or doing things with her other friends. Was I wrong for starting to feel a bit pissed at her for doing all these things with people who she can see all the time rather than do things with me who she only see's for two weeks a year? Does that make me an egotistical prat for thinking that I should be priority for a little bit? If so, well, I can't really feel sorry for this, as it is the way I feel. I usually don't feel this way, but in this case, I do. Anyway. Back to the drama. I tried calling her cell phone and her friend answered it. The friend, E, told me that she is in some back room, locked herself in I might add, with some guy. Now, I am not one to speculate or draw up any conclusions. I trust her. We talked the other night after pool and have agreed to try to work for something together. But, the fact that she is in a room alone with some guy at a party with alcohol and loud music, leads me to believe that something may be happening, even if it is not entirely voluntary on her part. I have been trying to call every 10 to 20 minutes to find out, but the phone probably doesn't have that many minutes left on it and E is probably not too happy with me keeping calling every little bit asking about J.
8:30 Update: I called and nothing. Still in the back room. E says they are fucking. Getting a bit pissed and worried.
8:45 Update: I called and told E to put J on the phone. E said that she can't get J to come out as a few minutes ago J's mom called looking for her. (She still lives with her mom.) She didn't come to the door when E yelled in that the mom was on the phone. Pissed level going through the roof. If they are in that room fucking, then what she said to me was shit. I'm going out. Either to the party or to keep trying to call J on her phone until she answers and tells me that she was either rapped or she went voluntary. Either way, my New Years is pretty much over before it has begun. Going to try to have fun as much as I can. Wish me luck.
First off. Happy New Years eve to all of you. Hope you are having a good time so far.
Mom is in the kitchen now getting the feast for tomorrow ready. I asked her if she needed help many times so far and she hasn't said she does. Just for me to go out and go to the party that _kynthia_ is having at her house. tdgvision invited me, but I do kind of feel a bit hesitant about going as I have only met this girl once at tdgvision's shop. I called him earlier to get directions to the place, but he was gone and I don't have her number. I'll try later.
In the meantime, the drama. I tried calling J, as we can bring anyone to this party we want. Over the past couple of days, when I have tried calling her, she has been out going to the movies or doing things with her other friends. Was I wrong for starting to feel a bit pissed at her for doing all these things with people who she can see all the time rather than do things with me who she only see's for two weeks a year? Does that make me an egotistical prat for thinking that I should be priority for a little bit? If so, well, I can't really feel sorry for this, as it is the way I feel. I usually don't feel this way, but in this case, I do. Anyway. Back to the drama. I tried calling her cell phone and her friend answered it. The friend, E, told me that she is in some back room, locked herself in I might add, with some guy. Now, I am not one to speculate or draw up any conclusions. I trust her. We talked the other night after pool and have agreed to try to work for something together. But, the fact that she is in a room alone with some guy at a party with alcohol and loud music, leads me to believe that something may be happening, even if it is not entirely voluntary on her part. I have been trying to call every 10 to 20 minutes to find out, but the phone probably doesn't have that many minutes left on it and E is probably not too happy with me keeping calling every little bit asking about J.
8:30 Update: I called and nothing. Still in the back room. E says they are fucking. Getting a bit pissed and worried.
8:45 Update: I called and told E to put J on the phone. E said that she can't get J to come out as a few minutes ago J's mom called looking for her. (She still lives with her mom.) She didn't come to the door when E yelled in that the mom was on the phone. Pissed level going through the roof. If they are in that room fucking, then what she said to me was shit. I'm going out. Either to the party or to keep trying to call J on her phone until she answers and tells me that she was either rapped or she went voluntary. Either way, my New Years is pretty much over before it has begun. Going to try to have fun as much as I can. Wish me luck.