Aug 14, 2005 01:02
This to all of the people who just graduated and one who graduated in 04
gosh. I hate this time of year. I hate when people go to college. I can feel relationships crumbling already.
Cybill-
You were like a sister to me in HS. But when was the last time we really talked? 44? If that. You are so distant. I want you to become a part of my life again. But you don't seem to want the same. You hardly talked to me at 46.
Nadia-
I love you. You were also like a sister in HS. I knew you would always be there. But I feel us falling out already. You were such a role model, someone I always looked up to in matters of character and faith. Now I feel like I have no one.
Any everyone else. I know its selfish but I don't want you to leave.
And I know people will leave comments saying 'don't worry, we will talk' 'we will keep in touch'. But it always starts out good but them replying email, talking on im, call each other, etc seems more like a chore or something you have to do, then the talking slowly comes to a halt. And you come home for a break, but we have both changed so much, instead of a friend there is a stranger standing in front of each both of us.
And don't take even a moment for granted.
Don't lose heart when the world crashes down.
How many miles ahead?
I can't count the ones behind.
To all the friends that I've collected,
all the people I respect.
For the hope and joy.
I dedicate this to you.