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[jeremyjeremy]

i don't know if i'm tired, sleepy, depressed, or upset...but it kinda sucks. and i can't even think of a reason why. sometimes i wish i had a "best friend" that i can call up anytime and talk to about whatever and feel completely comfortable with it no matter what it's about. sometimes i don't know what to do with life and it seems like praying doesn't help or doesn't resolve anything. when i've given 100%, how much more faith can i give? what the heck am i supposed to pray for without being selfish? how can i ask for guidance without being so selfish?

i think i'm sleepy. but i'm going to stay up and watch a movie cuz i'm on break. yess