Dust off
Eri!! I just tried to call you! ahh I'm going to be really really really really sad if you can't go to my wedding. Seriously when the lady told me that that was the only time they had, I was thinking about you the whole time, and I was just like Ok we'll take it. All sad and stuff. I really hope you find someway to either get off early or have someone cover your shift.. or call in! lol. I wouldnt make you do that, but I reallllllllllly want you to go. You don't even know. You have to go. I will go crazy. You scared the shit out of me when you told me the love of your life broke up with you. I was like WHAT? lol..then I realized you were kidding. I know how you feel about wanting it back to the first month. It always changes around the third or forth month like I told you before. That's just how it is. And you just gotta learn how to cope. I promise you he doesn't love you any less than that first month tho! And, when it seems like he takes you for granted, hes just being a normal human like we all get when we know that the person we are taking for granted, arent going to go away. At least thats what we think. And we all do it. And it sucks. And I wish it wasnt like that, but it is. :( We all take the most important people in our lives for granted, and until they are gone, we don't realize it. He loves you just as much as the first day he met you, even more, and when he acts robotic, its just him realizing that you are going to stick by him forever. Or until you get sick of him. lol. Jk. Just normal relationship stuff. I'm soooo happy for you on your 6th month anniversary tho! That is freakin awesome! This is probably your most serious relationship huh? Now that we are outta highschool and have matured, well kinda. lol. I'm really happy for you tho. I'm so glad that you found someone who is truly good to you, because if he wasn't..I'd kill him. You were hilarious on the phone. I really hope you get to make my wedding. I'll die. Really, you HAVE to be there. I'm not kidding. I know mel gets off at 1:30, so she shouldn't have a problem. But if you can somehow get off with her, or someone covers for you and you two can make it together, that would be awesome. Because I neeeed you there. Well I really have a ton to do today, and you need to call me and we'll have to figure out something we can do to get you to my wedding. I'm sorry this is a problem. Argh! I wish it wasnt booked. I wonder why the hell it is. That annoys me. I love you. Write me back, call me, talk to me, jeremy me. Bye.