jared fitch
Texas,
I am so sorry that I took forever to write in this back. I actually started a couple times but then I never liked what I wrote. haha. I can be the most annoying perfectionist at times. But anyway, I called you yesterday and I think I left a message. I can't remember but I know that your voicemail sounds like a feminine Justin Timberlake. You sound cute. I miss that voice of yours. I know I just talked to you on the phone and all but I am more looking forward to seeing you in person. I took the 23rd of at work and I am free all day. If you need me to pick you up the airport or wherever you are. I am willing to. So you and I have to hang out that day. I'll treat you. I miss you so much. So please take that day aside for me. I also took of the 27th. I still have to work in the morning but I will be there at your big day. I am so excited. I can't wait to see your dress. I am way excited to see it. I am way excited to see you. Tomorrow, then it will be 7 days until you are here back home. I am glad things are sounding a little better with Kathy. I know it's tough, but hey you have to go to that dinner and stick by Eric 100%. She sounds really intimdating. So, has she compromised yet? Is she going to the wedding? Your hearts and minds are set on this wedding. Whether or not she comes, it's not going to change things. So why doesn't she make the best of ita nd go to her son's first and only wedding he will have in his life. That is my opinion. I am excited. So what dress should I get? I don't know what I should wear!? Maybe you can help me out when you're here. Well, I miss you face a whole lot. I hope you like the pictures I took for you. Haha. I am lame, I know. And I am such a photowhore. Eh. Oh no, and I have bad news about Ryan Cabrera. He is playing this Wednesday on the 17th and not on the 23rd. I lied and I am sorry. My mistake. Don't worry though, we'll do something better. But anyway, so are you stressed with all these things happening to you in just a couple weeks. Can you even sleep at night? I mean I know I couldn't if I had all these things on my plate. Shoot, I can't sleep now and my stuff isn't that crazy. JUst term patpers and work all the time. It's non-stop. I can't get a hold of myself sometimes. But yeah, how is Eric? I miss that Sakuma too. MHM. So, anyway. My life. It's simple. I go to work. I go to school. The end. It's repetitive..it makes me crazy. I have Chase which keeps me sane. ANd Melissa helps me go through my day because she seems to always make me feel better after the worst day. Yesterday, I almost killed a boy. I was crying right after too. Alright, so this is waht happened. I was driving out of the drive way and sped up quickly out of there. This non-chalant 13 yera old boy and his 4 year old brother sitting on his lap drives towards me in their little motor bike. At the most I was just going 25 mph and he was going pretty fact too. He came from a blind corner and went head on to my lane. He and his little brother were like inches from death. I wish I was exaggerating, but it was soo scary. We both swerved in time, as if it was some game of chicken because we both were in shock and almost had no reaction to this whole situation. The screech on my breaks shrilled the whole neighborhood later on my sister informend she even heard the noise from upstairs her bedroom. I smelt the rubber from my tires even when I arrived work. It was bad. So, after the whole thing I was holding my chest hoping that my heart won't pop out because it was beating so fast. The two boys backed up and I rolled my window down. He looks terrified and very sorry. He kept kissing his little brother on the head and saying "IM SO SORRY IM SOO SORRY>" and then kissing the little boy in the head. The 4 year old boy was so naive and was smiling and he was so adorable. I wasn't even mad just concerned. And for the first time I felt like a mother there. It just felt that I really cared for them. All I said was, " You guys have to be safe and look where you guys are going....slow down.....be safe...etc etc..." and the older brother just kept apologizing. I feel bad..he knows it was his fault and he knows he put his little borther and him in danger. I drove off and told them to be safe. And the young little toddler in his cute little voice was like "You drive safe too." and waved. It was so adorable. I started crying when I pictured the situation to go a different direction.... What if my brakes suck? And what if we both didn't swerve at the right time? what would've happened? That was what happened in my day yesterday...well, that and I watched a whole season of Mr. Bean and it reminded me of you. I know this is long and probably boring. I hope you like those pictures in the previous entry. I love you and I can't wait to see you soon. Wedding countdown!!!!
<3 Vegas
I am so sorry that I took forever to write in this back. I actually started a couple times but then I never liked what I wrote. haha. I can be the most annoying perfectionist at times. But anyway, I called you yesterday and I think I left a message. I can't remember but I know that your voicemail sounds like a feminine Justin Timberlake. You sound cute. I miss that voice of yours. I know I just talked to you on the phone and all but I am more looking forward to seeing you in person. I took the 23rd of at work and I am free all day. If you need me to pick you up the airport or wherever you are. I am willing to. So you and I have to hang out that day. I'll treat you. I miss you so much. So please take that day aside for me. I also took of the 27th. I still have to work in the morning but I will be there at your big day. I am so excited. I can't wait to see your dress. I am way excited to see it. I am way excited to see you. Tomorrow, then it will be 7 days until you are here back home. I am glad things are sounding a little better with Kathy. I know it's tough, but hey you have to go to that dinner and stick by Eric 100%. She sounds really intimdating. So, has she compromised yet? Is she going to the wedding? Your hearts and minds are set on this wedding. Whether or not she comes, it's not going to change things. So why doesn't she make the best of ita nd go to her son's first and only wedding he will have in his life. That is my opinion. I am excited. So what dress should I get? I don't know what I should wear!? Maybe you can help me out when you're here. Well, I miss you face a whole lot. I hope you like the pictures I took for you. Haha. I am lame, I know. And I am such a photowhore. Eh. Oh no, and I have bad news about Ryan Cabrera. He is playing this Wednesday on the 17th and not on the 23rd. I lied and I am sorry. My mistake. Don't worry though, we'll do something better. But anyway, so are you stressed with all these things happening to you in just a couple weeks. Can you even sleep at night? I mean I know I couldn't if I had all these things on my plate. Shoot, I can't sleep now and my stuff isn't that crazy. JUst term patpers and work all the time. It's non-stop. I can't get a hold of myself sometimes. But yeah, how is Eric? I miss that Sakuma too. MHM. So, anyway. My life. It's simple. I go to work. I go to school. The end. It's repetitive..it makes me crazy. I have Chase which keeps me sane. ANd Melissa helps me go through my day because she seems to always make me feel better after the worst day. Yesterday, I almost killed a boy. I was crying right after too. Alright, so this is waht happened. I was driving out of the drive way and sped up quickly out of there. This non-chalant 13 yera old boy and his 4 year old brother sitting on his lap drives towards me in their little motor bike. At the most I was just going 25 mph and he was going pretty fact too. He came from a blind corner and went head on to my lane. He and his little brother were like inches from death. I wish I was exaggerating, but it was soo scary. We both swerved in time, as if it was some game of chicken because we both were in shock and almost had no reaction to this whole situation. The screech on my breaks shrilled the whole neighborhood later on my sister informend she even heard the noise from upstairs her bedroom. I smelt the rubber from my tires even when I arrived work. It was bad. So, after the whole thing I was holding my chest hoping that my heart won't pop out because it was beating so fast. The two boys backed up and I rolled my window down. He looks terrified and very sorry. He kept kissing his little brother on the head and saying "IM SO SORRY IM SOO SORRY>" and then kissing the little boy in the head. The 4 year old boy was so naive and was smiling and he was so adorable. I wasn't even mad just concerned. And for the first time I felt like a mother there. It just felt that I really cared for them. All I said was, " You guys have to be safe and look where you guys are going....slow down.....be safe...etc etc..." and the older brother just kept apologizing. I feel bad..he knows it was his fault and he knows he put his little borther and him in danger. I drove off and told them to be safe. And the young little toddler in his cute little voice was like "You drive safe too." and waved. It was so adorable. I started crying when I pictured the situation to go a different direction.... What if my brakes suck? And what if we both didn't swerve at the right time? what would've happened? That was what happened in my day yesterday...well, that and I watched a whole season of Mr. Bean and it reminded me of you. I know this is long and probably boring. I hope you like those pictures in the previous entry. I love you and I can't wait to see you soon. Wedding countdown!!!!
<3 Vegas