Take The Long Way Home

Oct 16, 2005 01:58

Hello to you all again. Been a bit sinse last upddate, but nothing like as long as before. Hope you're all well.
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Much has occured lately with regards to relationships, most notibly that Tarren and Louise have split. This currently seems like a temporary part, however it isn't sitting well with Tarren. I am driving him to Canterbury tomorrow so he can win her heart back. Can't speculate as to how sucessful this will be, but all the best to them. Lousie knows we are headed there anyway, and she's happy about it so it looks positive currently.
Now to Felix and Ele - I was talking to Felix on the phone again yesterday, and he informs me that things may be changing there aswell. He's finding it hard sinse the second year of uni started, and she's visiting him today. Me may be starting the end today... What's going on..
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Speaking of which, I really don't actually fancy Jess. I don't know what that was about. Brief passing crush I believe. Unbelievably, it's still Katie I fancy from afar, despite knowing that there is now 0.000000001% chance of her even talking to me again. I don't like those odds, and that's being generous. I actually rang her last Thursday, after an indoor cricket match in which I was completly useless. I was travelling along the M3, and thought why not give her a ring - who knows... Well I did know that nothing would happen, but it was worth a shot. Incidently, I was using a head-set. My law breaking days are behind me. Anyway, she didn't answer, and I never heard back. As expected. What was strange is that she's suddnely appeared on my MSN list again - was I blocked? I thought I was but now it seems I'm not - perhaps an accident? I plucked up courage and spoke to her on MSN, and to my surprise we had a flowing conversation. What was more strange however, is that I played badminton with Tarren a few days later, and she was there, and totally blanked me, and refused to even nod in acknoledgement of my existance - she was standing almost within arms reach aswell. Slightly hurtful... but it asks questions - why talk on MSN, then ignor me? I don't know...
It's all irrelivant anyway but I think it's a bit over the top - I didn't actually do anything wrong as far as I'm aware. But Hey!, tomorrow's another day. Ideally, I'd love to start again with her. See her when she wants, only text her when she speaks to me etc... - play it at her pace. All I can think of is that I got carried away before - I just wanted her to know I was interested etc... But you learn from your mistakes. Fate suggestes that I will be blocked again shortly... will I ever speak to her again? Find out soon!
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Very important matters now. My dear friend Simon Erith has been in the wars this weekend, having written off his car completly. Thank-goodness he's ok, bar shock and some minor whiplash. The accident wasn't his fault in anyway whatsoever, and he's a more than capable driver. Shame it happened to him. All the best to you Simon! - Perhaps Movie Club Gold to recover.
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Random news now - and Supertramp and Saint Germain are currently my musical flavours of the month, my home cinema system has been returned to me 9 months later, and it still doesn't work, and finally, I had to buy new tyres for my car which set me back £115 - an amount I couldn't afford. Also, it seems I am intitled to free flu jabs because of my ashma, which doesn't actually agrovate me unless I have a cold. Every cloud...
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Finally, Tom at work, the new guy, who is a total idiot, tried to get my mobile phone number on Friday, but some clever word usage, and the art of saying "Just a sec" knowing he will forget about it resulted in it currently not being in his phonebook. He wants me to "get together" at some point. I don't want to be nasty un-necessarily, but he must be one of the people I want to spend the least amount of time with. Come back Chris Monahan...
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Happy Birthday to Katie Sindle who turns 18 today (16th) I think.
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Until Next Time
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