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I was right... I don't really hate me though. She's gone back to cutting and smoking and drinking, I hope it doesn't last. It's sick. She cut though, and that means I will never return to her. I had already made a promise that if she ever cut again she would never see me again. That's that. I feel bad though but it'll pass with time. Annie's worried now that she won't be able to "please" me. I worried that I'm going to feel the need to be "pleased". Learning to keep my hands to myself when I've always been connected is a strange thing to learn and is not as easy as I would hope, but I'm working on it. I want to be with Annie for a very long time and do whatever I can to make her happy. I don't want her to worry.
At least she noticed my poor mood over the last days, the mood is from dealing with Charmaine. I'm glad, actually that Annie cares enough to say something to me, a fine way to raise one's spirits. Annie makes me happy.
I like to hide in her hair.
At least she noticed my poor mood over the last days, the mood is from dealing with Charmaine. I'm glad, actually that Annie cares enough to say something to me, a fine way to raise one's spirits. Annie makes me happy.
I like to hide in her hair.