A testament

[jeremeister]

Ha, sometime songs just come to you, and one did, just minutes ago. I really like it, its nice, its warm. I named it "Testament." Which means "A statement of belief." And thats what it is. The truth, how I really feel. Who knows if anyone will ever read the lyrics. I write, play, sing, and feel music, for myself first and foremost. Secondly, for you. Its just so theraputic. Its a release that I need so bad. Tonights the last night before I go home for Thanksgiving. What do I have to be thankful for? NOTHING! Haha, just kidding. I have more to be thankful for then I deserve. I love everyone, is that werid? I love my family, I love my friends, I love strangers. I'm just a werid guy. I just really believe that people just need to love each other. Its so easy. I'm nowhere near perfect...but that makes it interesting. Its late, and I'm listening to the Ataris...a combo that will always make your heart melt. Which isn't always bad. I want to walk outside, walk into a field and throw my arms into the air and smile. Then be simultaneously tackled by the people I love most. That would be a good night. Haha, God just told me clearer then ever..."just hold on for one more second." Ha its so trippy how that works. Maybe i'm stupid, maybe i'm the smartest guy in the world. Maybe not. Who knows. I just...this week...thinking about it, i'm shaking just thinking about it. I'm standing...but man am I scared. I just want you all to know, I love you so much, without you I wouldn't be who I am today. I need to go to bed. I have a long day tomorrow. Sorry if it was to mushy for you. Blame it on The Ataris...

"If you could go anywhere right now? Where would you go, and would miss me when you get there. Theres no place I'd ather be. Please don't let me, go falling from the sky. This "fasten seatbelt" sign just needs to go out. If only you could be right here by my side, home wouldn't seem so far from here."

~j3r3~