:sigh:
I saw Kyri at school today in the ARCC bookstore...as soon as I saw her I felt like I was about to collapse. It hurt so much just to look at her. It's been over 3 months since our break up and it still hasn't healed...why? Why can't I just let go of what happened, and not feel so broken inside? The feeling didn't go away until I was in my car. That's almost 20 minutes that it lasted. I don't know if she saw me, but it didn't appear as if she did. Thankfully...I don't know how I would've handled talking to her. I just want this broken heart feeling to go away...forget it all ever happened...but I can't. No matter what I do, how hard I try, I can't. It's as if some brick wall has been built and I have to climb up it. I just have to look harder for something to help me climb up. Anywho, I have to head out for work. Maybe driving around and listening to heavy metal will help me out.