Oct 15, 2005 07:38
It's 7:40 in the morning, I've been up since 11:00am-ish Friday with only an hour nap around 10:15-11:15 Friday night. I've got my cup of coffee but I could really go for a shower...... I need collaborative efforts to keep me awake folks! Can't sleep till after midnight Saturday night/Sunday morning!!
Yes, I know, working 20 hours in a 24 hour period isn't something most people do. But I choose to do it. I'm able to have fun, get homework done, and earn money all at the same time. I enjoy my job (even with all the problems involved with it) and I hate it when my friends think I pick working over hanging with them. I just really need to keep up an steady income because I have payments to make. I want to be able to live a life that doesn't have me worrying about when my next paycheck is coming in. If that means I have to work a couple shifts in a row, then I'll do it. I want to feel ok being able to spend a little money on myself and others here and there, and not worry if I'll still be able to cover my rent afterwards. My parents can't help me if I get in a bind, so I have to make sure I'm financially set.
I apologize to all of you who feel I'm excluding you from my life just to work. But, realize that when we go to see a movie, or get food, or go shopping, I wouldn't be able to do that if I didn't give up some extra time to work.
Anyway, I'm blabbing cuz I'm tired and just need the mail to arrive so I can being sorting it. I'm going to finish my coffee and go do something productive. Laterz!