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friday was the pep rally, this year it seemed very boring im not sure why... eh fusion was great! lol
Today i cleaned most of the morning.. it was very hard core cleaning.. and i loved it.. then had the homecoming parade which was freezing and then rained just as the parade ended so we had to scramble to get the top of the jeep back on.. oh my good time.. lol then it was absolutely freezing at the game so me and lyn left after the first quarter we were winning.. not sure how the rest of the game went?.. then me and lyn went to BK then walmart.. we saw heather there.. good times..
So, i decided that.. ive been very confused about myself lately, like thoughts of who i really am and who God wants me to be and where he wants me to be.. and ive just been very lost.. and taking thorogh looks at myself.. and i really dont like what i see.. at all.. tonight i realized as i was looking at other friends journals and talking to some other ppl.. that there are so many people dealing with the exact same thing at this very moment.. which to me is amazing and weird at the same time.. amazing in the sense that this shows me that im not dealing in this alone.. and weird to the fact that so many ppl are dealing with the exact same thing.. i do really need some prayer though.. because.. i just am so broken apart in so many ways.. and quite frankly im kinda lost.. and trying to find out who i truely am.
Today i cleaned most of the morning.. it was very hard core cleaning.. and i loved it.. then had the homecoming parade which was freezing and then rained just as the parade ended so we had to scramble to get the top of the jeep back on.. oh my good time.. lol then it was absolutely freezing at the game so me and lyn left after the first quarter we were winning.. not sure how the rest of the game went?.. then me and lyn went to BK then walmart.. we saw heather there.. good times..
So, i decided that.. ive been very confused about myself lately, like thoughts of who i really am and who God wants me to be and where he wants me to be.. and ive just been very lost.. and taking thorogh looks at myself.. and i really dont like what i see.. at all.. tonight i realized as i was looking at other friends journals and talking to some other ppl.. that there are so many people dealing with the exact same thing at this very moment.. which to me is amazing and weird at the same time.. amazing in the sense that this shows me that im not dealing in this alone.. and weird to the fact that so many ppl are dealing with the exact same thing.. i do really need some prayer though.. because.. i just am so broken apart in so many ways.. and quite frankly im kinda lost.. and trying to find out who i truely am.