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My brother graduated tonight. I really wasn't prepared for this at all. I figured I would be bored and antsy the whole time. Instead I started crying at 3 different points. Yes, thats right. I cried at a high school function. I usually can't get one tear to form and I couldn't keep them from coming. I was so proud and sad at the same time. I love my brother more than he knows and listening to him sing the national anthem and seeing how much he's respected by his peers was just awesome. And I realized that I probably won't set foot inside Bradford High School again for a long time. High school was rough for me but I met some amazing people there and had some great memories. It was like tonight reminded me of all the good times I had. My graduation night was so much fun and I miss the friends that have drifted out of my life. And its only been 3 years. I know it will just get worse as the years go on. I don't want to lose touch with my brother. I'm afraid we'll end up in different places and only see each other on holidays. I don't want our kids to not know their aunt or uncle. I'm just relieved that he's going to Slippery Rock next year because that's only 45 minutes away. I don't want to lose touch him. Ok I need to stop before I start crying again...
One huge plus from tonight was going to Perkins with Amber and Meg after graduation. We had a blast and I haven't laughed that hard in quite awhile. Then I drove Amber home and we sat in my car talking for another hour. I've missed her so much and I'm glad we got past all the stupid drama that was keeping us apart. I need her in my life.
One huge plus from tonight was going to Perkins with Amber and Meg after graduation. We had a blast and I haven't laughed that hard in quite awhile. Then I drove Amber home and we sat in my car talking for another hour. I've missed her so much and I'm glad we got past all the stupid drama that was keeping us apart. I need her in my life.