Nov 04, 2005 09:19
ok so i pretty much jsut started this cuz ellie told me to, and cuz im extremely bored.
so i didnt go to school today cuz i feel like shit :-/ yea it kinda sucks. weekends kinda ruined now
but wahtev. ha i just watched legends of the hidden temple cuz i guess im awesome?
ahh ive def been thinking wayyy too much about things. why do i feel like everythingg is going wrong. ah i have so much to deal with. i just cant handle it.
im def getting sick of all this drama. its so pointless now. ive pretty much just given up on all of it. n just hope that things get better. cuz ive def got lots of other shit to deal with.
ha wow i feel like such a loser for doing this. whatev. i guess it wil help me get my feelings out?
so dance on wed. was soo much fun. k wow i feel like that was liek the only time i was actually able to let myself actually b happy.
i really hope everything gets better soon :-) and this is all just a phase.
k well i dont really know waht else to write for now. its only 9 20. so ill prob end up writing more becuase what else is there to do at home?
ahh im so bored. what the hell is there to do when everyones at school. ha whatever