9 pm

[jenypreciosa]

So here i am in my room stressed cuz i got a bio test tomorrow..i've been studying almost all afternoon, im takin a small break.. cuz im getting overwhelemed and i am starting to panic.. i know i am going into a state of panic because my head is starting to hurt and my neck aches.. yeah wierd huh.. im stressin too much...need to relax. I feel like i have so much to do balancing h.w/ family / and my friends who are havin b-dayz or just want me to spend time w/ them.. it's just so hard sometimes, i feel like everything is just stacking up... seriously i just want to get away from everything, I wish i had my car, so i could drive aimlessly . i really need to just get away. I just want this semester to end.. i want to go home.
.. i talked to G a few weeks ago and let most of my emotions out , i must have cried for about 90% of our conversation..i just couldn't take it anymore.. Nina walked in and gave me a hug,, which made my tears worse, but she tried.. I felt bad, cuz i hate going to somone and just crying and crying, but we were just talking and he was telling me i was being different and then he tol me to tell him what was wrong, i tol him what was going on, and the more i said , the more emotional i got, but he was so understanding and supporting..he made me feel better, i've never had that before from anyone, not even my bestfriend could be so understanding..t.q.m
I need to relax, do what's most important...